I miss her so much and it never seems to get better

I am happy to have Denise around since I am able to ask her motherly questions. Sometimes I feel like I am re living that day all over again. Many times I just wish I could hold her hand again and hear her voice. This year has been hard since we have lost part of [...]
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Deadra:
So back in March I saw this girl on his FB who had been best friends with but had considered her a high school crush on multiple occasions.
(1 December 2016)

Deadra:
He would go through my phone without me knowing, delete guys I didn't even have a history with without telling or asking me, made me go through each guy I follow and tell him how I know them, etc.
(1 December 2016)

Deadra:
But he's the opposite, and I had to deal with him making a big deal over social media for six months at least of our year long relationship.
(1 December 2016)

Deadra:
I have a pretty laid back personality and a lot of trust, so I really don't care who my boyfriend is friends with on social media.
(1 December 2016)

Patrina:
Isn't it very sad?
(1 December 2016)

Patrina:
I've always thought she was the most beautiful girl in school.
(1 December 2016)

Marketta:
Do you think he'll do it again and lie to me?
(1 December 2016)

Marketta:
I'm afraid that he'll do it again.
(1 December 2016)

Marketta:
I told him I didn't like that idea and he said he promises he won't do it then but he had a hard time promising that.
(1 December 2016)

Marketta:
This guy I've been talking to told me he did cocaine before and then I told him how bad it is and that it can mess you up.
(1 December 2016)